07 June 2008

We lost internet all day yesterday, and now I'm at work unable to make a significant post. We went to a wedding last night, and had a lot of fun. That's always surprising for me because I am really uncomfortable in large crowds and weddings/receptions give me panic attacks. I think it is the large amount of unknown people, the crowded environment, the inability to leave (for fear of offending everyone) after an hour, an unknown location, and then my family history. I've been in three of my mom's weddings, and I've witnessed two divorces and a "separation." I'm not fond of the whole process.

But, this was a lovely ceremony and reception. As usual, there was the snarky bitter women bitching about how the decorations weren't nice enough, and other such trivial ridiculous things. I always want to smack people - maybe that's another reason I can't stand weddings and receptions. It seems to bring out the bitterness in the married women about how their cake was better, or their decorations were better, but oh isn't that a lovely dress? Ugh. The whole process gives me the hives.

Well. That was a very unpleasant topic. Stream of consciousness writing always seems to show how much I dislike people, in general. I wonder why that is. (Oh please, please, don't let me be too much of a bitter, snarky woman.)

Oh, yes, my point. I'll have garden pictures up soon. (And, I'm leaving for the Caribbean in four days! Yay!)